Always Daniel: ☆Feel so disappointed, tired and moody with my ALONE WORK☆

☆Feel so disappointed, tired and moody with my ALONE WORK☆

It is time to update my blog..
and a time to release my stress and some disagreement..
i plan to blogging since last week,
for my college life,
with attacthment of my college photo..
but.. i was not able to do it so.. until now..
and yet.. i was/am busy doing my "GROUP ASSIGNMENT" alone now..

Let me introduced my some of my classmate first
(photo will be in future article)
Kridrian - Sri Lang Ka ( Business Group member)
Zayyad - Negro
Ahmed - washington
Nima - Iran ( Business Group member)
Albee (Gao Jing ) - China, Sheng Zheng ( Business + IT + MATH Group member) ( college model)
She Ling - M'sia, Selangor (Business + IT + MATH Group member) ( quit and back to INTI)
Chaaminy - M'sia, Nilai (MATH Group member)
Sen Wai Kit - M'sia
Jia Lin Qing - China
Liu Chao - China, Beijing (English Group member)
Mei Ying - M'sia, Cameron (English Group member)
Gao Cong Cong - China (English Group member)
.......( Item to be add)

As we know, group assignment need team work,
and usually need a lot of effort and work, even times and energy ..
to have a complete assignment work,
all the member should participate and work on it..
Of course, these assignment is given long time ago..
but, yet...

MGT GROUP ASSIGNMENT
MGT is my business studies course..
FUNDAMENTAL OF MANAGEMENT
we learning all the thing about how to manage..
the main point or major idea is about
Planning, Organizing, Leading, Controlling.
To carry out these organization process perfectly or effectively,
we even learn about managerial roles, power, blablabla..
it is a lot of thing..
Now, back to the assignment topic.
We are assign to have a 5 people in a group,
to consult an interview to a company,
and to determine how they Plan, Organize, Lead and Control.
Don't you think it need a lot of team work?
Consult an interview we need to have at least some question to be ask first,
of course, to have those questions, we have to know what we learn about POLC.
And yet, we have to use the information to determine the categories of POLC the company using..
in aspect of manager role, power, structure blablabla..
so.. do you think this assignment can be done alone?
Maybe yes, but not is that short duration of time..
even the group that really used 5 people to work on it,
is also not available to done it now,
so, just imagine

CSC GROUP ASSIGNMENT
Now.. the worse (i think) group assignment i having now..
It is given 3 case studies, and it is with 3 people in a group..
If we divide 3 people with 3 case studies,
everyone will just has to take responsibility to 1 case study.
The first case study, is about MOGO wireless mouse and find 3 more wireless mouse to explain and compare and also include with our own recommendation.
The second case study, is about choosing a best printer with a reasonable price.
The third case study, is about Arithmetic Intelligent (AI),
and classified to 7, expert systems, neural networks, artificial life, fuzzy logic, natural language processing, and robotics.
The first and second case studies are claim as the easy part, just need to do some research,
but not for tthe third case study. As some of the IT student says,
even they are IT student, but they do not really have a deep knowledge about AI.
And to do this case study, it need alot of works!
Do not believe? then u try this out.
And FYI, we were not teach about this topic before.

MAT GROUP ASSIGMENT
This assigment is very hard.
And it can be group in 5 people in a group so.
I currently taking Foundation course,
the knowledge of MATH is just staying at maybe FORM 5 level
(since this first sem is revision maybe, we just doing on simple calculation, multiplication of matrix, linear programming blablabla..)
just imagine, suddenly the assigment is given a task to Encode and Decode the sentence with matrix
And after that, we need to comment about the determinant,
at last.. the most hardest part..
MODULO ARITHMETIC, and inverse matrix of HILL CIPHER.
do you think is easy?
NO! do not believe on this?
you try, google search about these,
then you just try and understand.
I do not think that it is easy to be understand.

ok, now..
let see..
(personal problem):
wow, so busy and tired! last wednesday,
I having presentation for Malaysian Studies from 2-4,
then rush to the exam hall at 4-5, to sit for Test 2 (business)
picture will be uploaded.
I sleep only 2 and the half hour for that nigth.
Just to memorize the BUSINESS and HISTORY
quite suffer. haa

(real problem)
last thursday (9 July) was the due date for MATH GROUP ASSIGMENT..
Before the due date, (since the assigment is given)
I was asking, when to discuss.
And the feedback i get is always
" ya! tonight!" " no problem, i will handle this"" I also do not know how to solve leh~ how?"
even the horrible reply is " you solve it first, then put my name" " you solve this, then i will do the powerpoint for presentation slide"
TERRIBLE ATTITUDE!!
At last, i solve this question alone.
From last week , i already know that,
they are depend on me, they wont do.
The meeting that claim to do together at nigth is always a cheat.
The reply with want to be hero and solve that is also a simply talk.
The reply asking you back, means that he/she do not want to do together, but make problem to you and let you solve that.
I dismiss my GROUP,
Then on 8 July ( wednesday), about nigth, 7-11pm,
just after TEST 2 for business studies,
they came.
Not face by face, not verbal communication,
but a CALL to ask whether i solve already or not.
Then keep make people more nervous
" Hey man, you done the 'Group Assigment' already or not? Die la, if like that, 'WE' will lost our marks! how? tommorow is the due date!"
hey, please noticed that, am not paid to done the assigment for you,
And do not simply use the word "we", since you are the only one who going to lose the marks.
I do for my own.
" Hey, are you able to solve that? or I company you? Will you online until midnight? I will company"
hey hey, at last, u slept at what time?
Even some people, already fell asleep at 1o.00pm,
and the reason is do not know how to solve,
then waiting others..
What to do?
I have to solve.
I am not you guys, I can't afford to lose any marks.
Then i keep searching information and try and try and understand the new FORMULA.
At last,
I done the assigment at 5.30 am, 9 July (Thursday).
Then on the same day, we will having a TEST 2 for general studies.
Then I have to study for that, i study until 6.00am,
then i sleep, ready to hand up my assigment during the MAT class,
the class is from 8.00am-10.00am.
I woke up at 7.40am,
then rushing to the class.
Freaking hell!
I was the people who really not enough sleep!
then you can see,
the people sleep at 10.00pm, acting like not enough sleep,
and do not concern about the assigment at all!
WTF!
Then just keep asking me, done assigment already or not? Study for Test already or not? Can give me revision or not.
So silly! I answer that I not well prepare for my Test 2 and the assigment i done already.
The reply make me feel damn mad!
"Why you do not study for Test!"
wei! I...!!!!!!
Then I just ignore and pay attention in the class.
And ..
they really..
even can sleep in the class although they get enough rest.
I do not include their name in my assigment paper.
I do only include CHAAMINY and SHELING name,
SheLing is because of think that she will quit INTI..
On the same day,
the lecture mention that to make the powerpoint slide for presentation,
from my experience,
I know that, they can not come up with the powerpoint,
so i suggest that i will do that.
then..
they just take away my information, and say they will do for me,
since i already so tired..
then i just let them do.
Then afternoon, 12-4pm, i went for the test.
Then after the Test, i straigth away went back to DESA PALMA to have a sleep.
Since the 2 x MAT+TEST+PRESENTATION make me..

Then, reach the day of presentation.
Yesterday morning, 14 July (tuesday) 8am-10am MAT class.
Problem came back again!
I remember even last saturday, i did concern about this presentation,
and make a phone call to ask, whether it is in progress or not..
the reply i get is DONE.
Then.. On 13 July (monday), about 8.30pm,
I am going to start to do some revision for MATH, because there will be a TEST 2 on the next day.
Then i was just simply nudge and ask about the presentation slide.
OMG!
Then i get the cruel reply!
" sorry, I do not know how to do, I though i can just only cut and paste"
...
This sentences did make me feeling so crazy!
shit!FCK!
I did really feel moody that time.
I quit from the conversation
and started to create a powerpoint slide.
I done it at 3.00am.
And i was the only one who is awake now.
I went to the class on 8.00am sharp,
and ..
they are.. just pretend to be late to class maybe..
Luckily i am able to done the slide.
A wonderful slide i ever create before,
i use alot of picture, scenario, animation and hyperlink.
And..
(.....mad to mention that.....)
At last, i done the presentation, and answer all the questions..

SO, for MATH,
I solve, I present, I do all the thing...
I wonder is this still known as GROUP assigment or not..
And sorry for ALBEE, I do not include your name,
cause you do not even turn up for a single class previously.
Then after that, i went for Test 2 at 6.00-8.00pm.
Then after the test,
I have to prepare for this morning IT test 2.
Never-ending days..
From original group (ALBEE+CHAAMINY) > (SheLing+CHAAMINY)
so this was just ABOUT MATH..
sorry, Chaaminy, if i did say wrong something about you.
I just need to release my madness.

now..
MGT, business course....
From original group ( ALBEE+KRIDRIAN+NIMA+SHELING)>[mightbe only, depends] (me + SheLing).
Is not because that i am selfish,
this is GROUP assigment,
you guys cannot always depend on me..
MATH depends on me, MGT, depends on me, Test depends on me, Discussion depends on me
GNS depends on me, CSC depends on me.. NO!!
Change your attitude!
Maybe for you guys,
the marks is not important as long as u can pass,
but not for me.
I wish to get as higher mark as I can,
I am not college students that just enough to pass.
Remember when our lecture gave us this task?
It was 1 month ago, a plenty of time!
Even i ask for Group discussion,
then you will say
"Ya, i waiting for you for a whole day there, but you were not there"
hey, do not try to lie, I am with other classmate at there that time,
I wonder why you wan to lie.
"OH! I forget, sorry"
Forget is not a good reason.
" Sorry, I have XXX meeting today"
Your assigment is not as importance as your meeting?
Then I keep on asking, what company we are going.
And you say, you will find that,
Ask me dun too worry and always disturb you.
Then now, today.. what happen?
We do not even found a company yet,
and yet, we left 10 more days to complete this assigment.
Are you guys still waiting for me to done for you all?
Even the interview questions,
I thinking for whole 3 days,
then i pass to you,
what you have done until now?
You will just say
"You do the question, you are top in our class, you should"
Beside these, what can u say?
Last few weeks, you all decide to go to interview Air-Asia,
and I do ask you, whether you make an appointment already or not.
Then you said that already, and Air-Asia did gave you their mission and vision,
and your friends was working at there.
Then, last week, when I follow my father to LCCT,
that time only I know, you lie to me again.
Air-Asia company is not in KLIA, is at LCCT!!!
And where actually you make the appointment?!
The followoing next day, I ask you,
then you says change to INTI's Affair Office,
and again, your friend was working on that.
And you promise that this Monday will be the interview day,
Do you know how busy am I? Doing all assigment alone.. Everyday..
Then when I just reach home, you call me,
and ask me to go for interview faster, (to company you)
It was a pretty hot afternoon,
but what to do?
I still attend to the place you mention,
then when i reach,
I noticed that there are on one there!
Oh! Then you suddenly tell me that the organization is busy,
and not able to have interview with us..
WTF! I was so tired that day!
Walking to campus > home > campus > home
Waste a lot of my time,
and you guys are using my time!
I wondering,
are you giving me signal to do alone?
Only left 10days from now.
Please,
do not wait me!
Even I know that,
after we get the information,
you will say that,
" I can't explain it"
Then I will be the one who has to do alone again.
I tell you guys,
from other section,
they are working together,
until now, still the same, cannot complete yet,
so..
can i complete it alone?
Think with your brain.
Then today,
you told me that you already gave the question to the XXX company,
ok, i will wait,
if still cannot get the information,
SAME!
I will dismiss the group again. AGAIN!
And I will get the marks alone.

next,
CSC Group assigment.
IT..
Original Group member ( Albee + She Ling) > (maybe) ( Sheling)
3 people in a group..
All the people are suffering for this assignment,
and not even can done 1 case study in this period.
And now,
am I going to do 3 case studies alone?
Albee, you did say will pass to me the information to me last friday.
Then, you was just suddenly dissapeared.
Even I make the phone call..
Last friday, She Ling leave INTI.
I rememeber that day,
you claim that AI is too tough for you,
so I let you do the easiest, Printer.
Now..
You are.. doing nothing until now.
Even do not turn up to any classes until now!
Please arrange your time.
College Model Angels 2009...
I know you join that,
and you are in the competition.
But, at least, do something.
Do you expect me to done for you?
You are my best friend,
I really do not know how to do to help you if you continue like this.
Yesterday, you called me, and say will give me the information,
then suddenly, you call me again, and say that you are emmited to Hospital.
No comment on this. I really do hope you can appreciate what we done to help you before,
even I translater all the notes into chinese words and use simple english to arrange new sentence for you before.
But you performance is still like this.
Last friday, we went for K-OK,
you really have a pretty voice,
so.. why dont you choose another pathway?
You were born in music background family,
and yet, now you are teaching music everyday,
and for sunday, you are the one who lead people to sing.
I went to your room that day when you invite me to teach something,
I saw from you home,
is a great appartment,
and .. is full of decoration material.
Why? why dont you choose the pathway that is suitable for you?
SKIP
Last friday, the lecture know my special case,
and luckily will delay my date, to submit next monday.
The original date should be in this friday.
thx

Other than these, I still having some individual assigment,
I hope I will able to complete all.
Even in Test, i also do help you guys,
Same with all of your previously assigment,
i do let you all photocopy.
All the notes made by me,
I do lend you guys,
So.. please...
So.. please do think of me.

Business Test2 + MPW presentation (8 July) [done, sleep only few hours]
Math Group Assigment + General Study essay Test 2 (9 July) [done, can say that do not sleep at all]
Math presentation + Math Test 2 (14 July) [ wow... sleep at 3/4 am ]
IT test 2 (15 July) [ done, is ok, use 40 minutes to done, new record? now only i know just need to answer 3 essay]
General study presentation about own research paper + English Assigment 1(16 July)
IT group assigment (17 July) ( maybe delay)
English Assigment 2 (22 July)
General Study Individual Research Paper Assigment (23 July)
Business Group Assigment ( 24 July)
(other will be alot of presentation)

*sorry Albee, hope you wont hate me, forever friend.
and so sorry that today not able to support you in college model angel..
Gao Jing jiayou ^^
* chaaminy, sorry.
* Kridrian, sorry.