Friday, December 18, 2009

Out For Travelling for 6days at SABAH, 18-23 dec 2009






Out For Travelling for 6days at SABAH, 18-23 dec 2009



出面前,發下照片
XD



出門咯!!
可能都沒有得上線吧
哈哈
回來再說吧

還有你,就是你。。你啊你。。
謝謝你對我那麼好。。
要你陪我整個晚上,不好意思,
還要你受我的孩子氣。。
哈哈。。
想說。。
你是第一個。。
讓我。。那麼快喜歡上你的。。
雖然我知道是不可能的
不過,都還是很開心的說~
最後那幾秒想和你拿電話,
最好還是算了拉。。

不要餓壞啊
死豬頭~

【你答應等我的啊!】
【答應拍多多照片回來】

Sunday, December 6, 2009

感觸 * 原來愛


究竟,
那未來的傳說
那過去的記憶
那所有的諾言
幾時。。
何時。。
能再次返回。。

究竟,
那所謂的永遠
那所謂的愛情
那一切的煎熬
幾時。。
何時。。
能再生效。。

原來愛,所以錯過。。
因為擔心,而失去。。
因為收藏而受傷。。
一段難以治療的傷。。


還需要多久的時間。。。
我,才能成功改造自己。。
我又還有多少時間。。


這一張,是一個朋友和情侶的情侶禮物吧,
一雙筷子。。看見了你們倆一起拿著筷子的合照,
感覺很甜蜜。。
雙雙成對。。
幾時才是我的機會。。



也是一樣的人的。。
沒有錯,取名為 :幸福的約定吧。。
好一個名字。。
珍惜眼前的



最後一張,也是我最喜歡的一張。。
何時這2只,屬於我?
“我們的狗狗”。 很不錯咯。。
最多感想的一張。。
記得,雖然他回家了,
不過。。你們1個月的相處不是假的。。
接下來的,就是靠你們自己來維持了。。

而。。
另外的你。。
記得嗎?狗狗。。
你最喜歡的。。
何時。。
你的toy poodle,能供我疼愛。
何時。。
電話中的語言信箱,
出現的。。是你的聲音。。



p/s: blue, 不好意思,沒進過你的同意就用了你的照片

【等待中】
www.wretch.cc/blog/frozenbloodz

Friday, December 4, 2009

【我沉默 不表示我不痛】【堅強外表下 我脆弱】

我看起來。。
很堅強了吧。。
在對話中,都強逼著自己,
一定要快樂,因為有你相陪。。
無論是被敷衍,或是被討厭,
一切。。重要嗎?

原來那一切的一切。。
都是煩。。
你累。。我比你更加累。。
放不下的人。。還是一個,我。。

成天想的,都是你。。
都只有一個。。你。。
究竟天意弄人,
還是人心作祟。

睡夢中,都是你的出現。。
又或許問自己。。睡覺時間有多短了。。
一個不小心的睡覺,就錯過了那一次的通話。。
幾百通換來的一通。。就那樣。。消失了。。

很快的。。
我個人新的一年就快到了。。
很快的。。我該做什麽決定。。
你記得嗎。。




這歌詞。。。真的很喜歡。。




拼命的上網 悶壞的胸口讓我
想大聲的吶喊
我努力
不放 
你冷淡 你讓分手就這樣 我連做夢也感覺受傷
一年過了 還是一天? 計算著慌張
計程車上的音響
我們最愛的情歌
這一刻卻重重擊破思念的心臟
夜深了我怎麼辦 寂寞了誰在身旁
心情變得好複雜 
想她 念她 恨她
一個人你害怕嗎 
細數過滿天星光
說好永遠不分開 多假 多假 多假
讓記憶長出翅膀飛翔
(沒有你)心放空了 寂寞好了
堅強外表下 我脆弱 情人節開始失常
別人慶祝我卻很失落 秋天過了 冬天漫長 歡愉而感傷
我們天真的勇敢 我們追求的夢想 捨不得也只能收藏旅行的時光
寂寞感冒全都可以好的
愛多甜 傷多痛 都釋放



【想念你】

Monday, November 30, 2009

對不起。。早知道,我就選擇更加的坦白

對不起。。早知道,我就選擇更加的坦白

當初的選擇

造成現在的困擾

沒有想到。。

不想你擔心,卻讓你更傷心

幾天內,幾百通電話都應該有了吧

不知道很能再做什麽了

電話也許就在你身旁

遺忘了帶回,也許就是你給予我最好的安慰

幾天了

失眠了幾天了

電話的記錄,破了記錄了

你說會來電的那天

我真的等了。。

可是結果卻是讓我很累很傷

就全都因為我不夠坦白,爲了不讓你擔心吧

一切晚了嗎 完了嗎
==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==--==



【幾時才能入眠】

Thursday, November 26, 2009

對不起。。。忽略了你

對不起
忽略了你。。
我的錯。。。
請原諒好嗎?

toy poodle

【想念你】

Sunday, November 22, 2009

總是離幸福一段距離,才會珍惜


總是離幸福一段距離,才會珍惜。。
一個臺灣朋友說的,“多多”~~

好喜歡這話哦。。
就喜歡。。喜歡就喜歡。。
這短片。。
也真的很喜歡。。
喜歡也就是喜歡。。。

距離是個考驗,
更是一個阻礙。。

放棄是個失敗,
堅持是個努力。。

加油。。



晚安。。

[back from pavilion]

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Just as What I Dream Last NIGHT

Exactly the same..
started with all this fuky people who try and spread those rumours..
then.. continue with ....

I am different with HIM...
I can't full-fill your wish...
I can't hug you when you need, or even now..
I can't give you support..
I can't...

Do you remember?
I knew that earlier than you..
I know that... this would be the main reason ...
Thats why I do SMS you..

Maybe, it is real that what they said before i went to NS..
"YOU ARE BEING CHOOSEN, BUT YOU DO NOT HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO CHOOSE"
"YOU ARE FAMOUS, BUT YOU ARE NOT ENOUGH FOR THIS"

I moody is because I sense that you are going to tell those words..
And, It is happen..

I miss you..
Miss the day, the second that you sing for yourself until you fall asleep,
Miss the day, the second that you sing freely,
Miss the day, the second that you being so cute,
Miss the day, the second that...

WOrry..
Worry you -sick
Worry you -performance
Worry you -ANYTHING ABOUT YOU

Useless,
I am really not enough for everything..
Can't even solve any problems..
Since, those problems started since I knew you..
But, now.. the problems is still there..




TO: FUKY GUYS
(NO MORE DISTURBANCE PLEASE..)
(IT IS ENOUGH FOR YOU,FUKY GUYS DOING ALL THESE STUFF)
(YOU WIN, OK? PLEASE.. I AM NOT FROZEN THAT YOU KNOW, NOT FAMOUS)





(OFFLINE FROZEN)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

不要生气,好吗?



你说的每一句话。。
我都没有忽略过,
更没有忘记过。。
一个个的叮咛,
一直呆在我脑海中,不曾消失。。

你的关心,更不会忘记。。
想删除,都删除不去。。
下雨天,有你的体谅,更是温馨。。
病还是不病,都是另外的事情。。
只要有你的关心。。什么都不是。。

紧握着你。。
是我的愿望。。

能出现在你的梦里,
是福气。。
能接受到你的好意,
是运气。。
想象都开心,
你说的。。那个情景。。

几个简单的想念,
足以让我开心几天。。
我不是害怕你等待的,
而是害怕我等待的。。

想带你去台湾,
陪你买你要的衣服。。
想就在那天就出现在你面前,
陪你度过那一天。。

却在重要的时刻。。
做不到两个简单的要求。。
换来的。。是什么。。
”你不会是我要的那个“
一句话。。结束了一天。。
还是一个 谜

【等】

Sunday, November 8, 2009

改变。。


我会改变。。
你说我戴眼镜不好看,我就不戴
你说我肥,我一定减肥。。

主动。。是我的开头。。
创伤。。是我的过程。。
成果。。是我的结尾。。

好吗?
看到你一直想买那个。。
我却没办法买给你。。
不过。。我说。。
我会尽量做的。。

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

等吗?




等吗?
为什么你回来?
为什么你带着一个那么坏的消息回来。。
你是在报仇吗?
需要吗?

很好啊!
那么久以来,我给不了的,
他都在一天内给满了~
可以天天找你,天天载你,
你应该很开心吧。。

为什么你要告诉我?
你告诉我你和他在车上发生了关系,
你为什么告诉我!!
你说是因为你累了,没反抗,
那又怎样?为什么要告诉我!!

他做工,没陪你,
你说要我陪你。。
你觉得我会吗?

很好!
你给了你所有给一个才认识不了几天的人,
就因为什么??

我累了。。
我不想在一直把自己当罪人了。。
我再堕落,
也轮不到其他的人来取笑!

我再丑,也不会丑陋过那些黑心人!
明白吗?

祝福你,
好好享受你的性爱吧

我等你,好吗?

另外一个你

不管结局是如何,

都是一样。。


现在很想见你,要打电话给你,

可是我的勇敢只在我梦里。。

和你去看电影,一起唱KTV,

我的世界就更明亮~

现在很想见你,如果你会答应我,

会试着实现梦里的情景,

拥抱你在街上,不怕别人眼光,

你是我永远的梦想~


【主动的FROZEN】

Friday, October 30, 2009

MalAccA TriP 1025 (明明自己就是马六甲人)

一个很突然的来访,
半夜12点,突然告诉我要来,
车都还没选要用哪里一辆,就答应了。。

早上11点吧。。JAMES,SIM,小白就到了,
记得是毛毛雨吧,
挺我的驾驶经验,精神问题,和健康问题(胃病和其他旧病),
就决定叫我哥加入,
先去载KENNETH,就去载他们咯~

第一个地点,鸡场街!

接着,当然是不可以忘记的鸡饭粒咯~

看下就知道很好吃了吧~

然后就去走鸡场街~

KENNETH!!做么你乱跑!



KENNETH!!不要自残!

然后就去红屋那里吃CENDOL,

吃了就开始走咯!


不知道谁的主意。。



走啊走,我从山中来啊~~


SIM,要死也不是用这方法的,还是你想吞哦~

过后,马六甲太热咯!!还好能通去DP的后门。。
随便诳,
诳到游戏场所~
哈哈!!超级好笑!
看片!在场者明白~

过后就去WONGKOK,



吃了后,都不懂要去哪里。。
就去海边看夕阳,GO GO JETTY






我喜欢这张!



下一站 ,忘记名字。。看照片~


怕高的2位先生~在外面看什么啊~


(1 more photo to be uploaded)

然后,牛顿吃麻辣香肠~



COKE+麻辣=超级辣!!!

然后去红屋回~



然后去吃SATAY CELUP,
爽!来这里没吃这个叫什么哦!!!
(太会吃了吧你们!)






70SEN的大虾,Baoyu,干贝!!
(吃多或者认识才有的哦!!爽!)



最后,终于在12点那样收工,
一起来我家过夜了。。
看MIDNITE TRAIN。。
哈哈。。

第一次看图写文章~


[开心的FROZEN]


Sunday, October 25, 2009

引蛇出洞,龙头,下一个就是你! 糟糕了,身体虚弱了~



引蛇出洞,龙头,下一个就是你! 糟糕了,身体虚弱了~


蛇头啊蛇头,
感谢你啊,我EQ提升了不少~
龙头啊龙头,
我倒是要看能多无聊。。

压抑自己的感觉和感受,
并不是最佳,也不是最差的方法。。
这方法,是时候去掉咯!!
老实说啊,蛇头,刚开始还真的给你吓到了。。
算啦,
超越你是迟早的事情。。
帅,达不到无所谓,
超越你,根本不需要那帅做衡量
要红?你自己红个够~
你再加完我认识的人,也改变不了的。。
因为,我相信他们。。
他们认识的我,就是我。。
(KENTA^^谢谢啦~)




虚弱的我,还是出来了。。
糟糕了。。
应该是久病吧。。
早产而的关系吧。。
牙齿容易出血(所以更加怕血)。。
今天啊,
那个感觉回来了。。
好久没运动了吧。。(其实只有2个星期)
今天回来马六甲,就回去球场打下球咯~
谁知道。。
打没有几粒,真的没几场,就倒了。。
记录:全败!!
夸张勒!!!!!!!!
身体好象又开始不够营养了。。
打完最后的单打,最后还是17-21,输。。
输给小龙徒弟,还算有面啦。。
罚跑8个场,3圈。。(谢谢减少)
跑完后啊。。
真的。。肚子左边的方向开始做痛了!
真的好痛的说,
呼吸都。。还瞒辛苦的。。
过后还一直昏头,嘴发白。。
看来。。又来了。。
胃痛也有了~
脚指头一直抽劲的现象又来了。。
怪不得,那天在INTI敗给一个无名小悴的你啦~~
好心自己!吃多点啦!!
每个人都说瘦了很多,脸色不好看了咯!
加油!!




【加强EQ中的FROZEN】

Friday, October 16, 2009

时间让一切过去吧,记得我的,感谢你;忘记我的,感激你~


时间让一切过去吧,
记得我的,感谢你;
忘记我的,感激你~

你的选择,做了就不要后悔。。
现在的你,不再是所有。。
不是说你想回头,我还是在原地等待。。
等待不再是我的风格

帅的定义是什么?
我不明白。。
帅不帅真的那么重要吗?
“外貌协会主席”,这名字取得好。。

其实,我很诚实,敢说自己不是帅的,
是你们自己在那里瞎说~
在去NS之前,都不是。。
现在,更加的不是。。
以后。。。是还是不是。。我都无所谓。。
看得顺,不拉拉,随便就好。。
说什么红人不红人,
我从来都没有说过自己是。。
更加不希望自己是。。
要面对的东西那么多。。
很好受吗?
“红人是非多”,对!我赞成!
是是非非,你说了就算。。

去了NS,发现了。。知道了。。
身边的,谁是为XX目的而来,谁是真心朋友。。
过去的就过去了。。
我绝对不挽留任何曾经只想利用我的人。。
这里声明,我帮不了你们变红。。不用找我~



感谢记得我的人,我感谢你。。
感谢忘记我的人,我感激你。。

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

中秋节,一日游,,唱破杯,吓破胆

中秋节,一日游,,唱破杯,吓破胆
中秋节,对我来说,
有和没有,应该都是一样的咯。。
灯笼?又不喜欢玩,蜡烛,又一直会灭~
烧灯笼才叫过隐!!哈哈

10月日,2009年的中秋,
没有月饼,没灯笼,
最后决定,去KL~
我,KENNETH,小白,JAMES, 四人游~
早上,七早八早,8点多就准备好了,
(气死我了!头发还是没有办法弄好,看来还要等一段时间了)

从LRT到HANG TUAH,下雨了。。
没办法,还是走着去,
去找ATM MACHINE。。
最后在一间7/11找到,
场面超级的好笑!!!
我先按钱,结果,拿了卡过后,
SOPPP~~~钱一出来,就被JAMES拿掉!
而且之前在按密码的时候。。都是。。哈哈
最后,超级夸张!!拉着JAMES,抢钱!!
7/11的员工看了都傻眼的说~

然后去PAVILION买了晚上sorrority rowl的票,
才上映的!¥12~
午餐就早旺角解决,
然后我就去密下朋友,陪下他走走~
KENNETH,JAMES,小白就先去唱K~
是RED BOX?还是GREEN?忘记了~
差不多到4点半要5点,我才回去一起唱~
超级夸张!要叫我们破坏王了!!!!
经典!!
王妃的歌,唱到~~~~弄破杯!!
超级夸张的!!
怎样掩饰?当然是拿东西包了起来,丢掉啦!
谁要赔钱哦~
(超级喜欢里面免费的CAKE)


然后,6点半的戏。。
只可以说。。
小白!!我们长大了!!!!!!

SORRORYTY ROWL!!! 夸张好看+恐怖!!顶!

然后。。就随便走走下。。
就回去了。。



(都不知道自己在写什么,突然很没心写BLOG)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Freaking MooDY!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

☆☆ApPrEcIaTe☆☆

"LIVE FOR YOURSELF",
But, what is the definition of "real life"?
It is means than life is enjoyable? or life is suffer?
Or life is the combination of enjoy and suffer?
If so, why people do not want suffer? Are they live for life?
So what can life be define as?
Rich means a better life?
Poor means no life?
No money no life??
Money is a tools or we are the tools for the money?
Do you love money?
Haiz..

Money and life... make me review back my history..
I do not know is positive or negative, but at least i know,
I live for life before, and now, and for my future..

I was born in 8th December 1991,
I was a early-born baby,
the estimate time for me to be born should be in February 1992..
haha, so i heard from my parents,
I was in a very small size when I was born..
And of course, I cry with the minimum voice~
And maybe because of this,
I always have health problem with me ..
Especially my bone's problem actually,
My leg is also in O-shape leg,
and now, It says that I am lacking of Vitamin C,
and my heart seems work so... XD
(skip~)
When I was born, my father is a Van driver,
for Johnson&Johnson,
He was a Diploma holder in the past,
Diploma In Information Technology,
but i do not know why he choose this job instead of IT job.

My grandfather (my father's father),
come from China when he was young,
he came with just a few $ sens,
and at last, he is able to open his own company,
and able to support his sons to study oversea..
I can't imagine how he success,
the only thing i know is,
he is able to send his eldest son to study in England,
and youngest son to Taiwan for further education.
He has about 6 sons and a daughter,
and i believe, he really success in his field,
and able to drive Mercedes now.
In Chinese, It is known as 白手起家..


My father was a very independent people,
I heard a lot of this before,
he start to work when he was 14-16 years old,
and he conceal his work, and never let his father know.
Because he will be ignore if he found to work.
He did a lot of thing before,
just to want to earn his very own money,
and use only his own money.
Although my grandfather wiling to pay him to study oversea,
but he refused,
and he choose start everything with his own.
My eldest uncle is an england educated students,
second uncle already pass away due to heart attack,
third uncle is currently work with my grandfather,
and driving a Mercedes also, so nice..
fourth uncle is my father,
then my aunt is a Bank worker,
and youngest uncle is also work with my grandfather and driving a Merc so,
and he was a Taiwan educated students..

So, when i was born, I live in an apartment,
since I was born,
my father already start to work and work with travelling,
I believe that he back about once a week when I was 1 -7 years old.
then after a while,
he started his own business with a few shareholders,
the name of the company known as GENTLE BRIGHT,
this work make him back once a month sometimes,
cause he need to travel to China and other places.
The minimum is also once a week he came back.
So, I still remember my life in the past.
How my mother take good care with 3 sons alone,
I remember, I was damn afraid of BLOOD since i was born,
And a lot of story about this also.
haha~

I remember how my mother save the money,
We, 3 of the brothers,
wearing the shirt that is made by my mother,
my mother use his creativity to design and sew the shirt for us.
And we will wear it.
I remember the days that people laughing at us,
laughing that our economic problem,
since they are richer than us.
I remember,
there is one time,
my mother lend the bicycle from neighbor,
just to fetch my brother to school,
a damn damn damn small bicycle,
and i was sitting at the balcony,
looking my mother keep falling down,
and at last, come back with fully injured~
Who do not have past?
I really appreciate,
cause my mother able to face those problems.

Then, when our economic is consider as stable,
when the company of my father started to earn a lot,
the shareholders is now keep finding excuses to take more money.
And because of this,
my father leave the company, and get employed from MILD SEVEN.

From that time,
he started to work as a country manager in Cambodia for MILD SEVEN,
because he incharge with the thing in Cambodia,
so, he can only come back 4 times a year...
So, calculate yourself, how many days we are with him every year.
All is because of money, the salary..

So, when I was standard 5,
my father bought a new house,
I do not know how to call this house as,
corner lot? ya, can consider as.
got garden? ya, maybe can consider as also.
Still remember, when he bought this house,
a lot of people though that is because my grandfather's help,
but actually is not.
He started all with his own.
I remember, he force us to buy all branded items,
sounds... funny..


Then after a few years,
and now,
he open a new company again,
no shareholders, no staffs, no other employment.
He do all the thing all by himself.
The name of company known as GENWORLD.
Also need to travel all the time.
But as I know,
he is extremely super in solving and settled all this problem,
because he is able to do all the thing,
set up the company,
all by his own.
Even some of the people also get help from him.
RESPECT!



Tomorrow, will be his BIRTHDAY,
but he is now in CHINA, and will come back only by next month.
I appreciate what i have now,
I appreciate everything given by him.
With him, I am able to study in college.
I know, he is a super great daddy.

Happy Birthday, DADDY ^^